it's been so long

since I drew a sketch, not really a sketch actually
but a drawing, my drawing.

there was one time when I was really obsessed with this hobby
I drew at any time, and at any thing.
I always had this mechanical pencil of mine, and some blank papers.
all my notebooks, my textbooks (whoops!), were full of my drawings.
and I even bought some drawing blocks to satisfy my needs.
at that time, it was like, I fuckingly need to draw something.

but somehow I could feel that drawing was not my passion.
I don't know, maybe because I was too busy with other things,
after finishing schools, I didn't even have time for myself.
and it has been so long,
since I really drew a character on my drawing paper.
yeaahh, two years.
I didn't draw very well for two years,
and my drawing skills has descended,
collapsed from a high hill.

now, I want to sharpen my skills back,
and I want to draw more,
to be myself again.
because drawing once made me feel alive.
and I really like the satisfaction of drawing.
I love drawing.
and I don't think I want to let my talent go for a waste again.
I don't want my talent to be such a waste anymore.

♥ THIS?