Nobody said it was easy.

#nowplaying The Scientist by Coldplay

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Ocean

I've been thinking about a lot of things lately, and have no idea how to express them. Going on my mind. I try to measure life, and it all brings me back to the most basic moment. The moment when you stop breathing.

Somehow, not everyone is able to be living their dream and some are just lucky enough to do the things they like. The rest of them, they must try to love their job in order to survive this world.

Nevertheless, I keep thinking of what is my most likely achievable and possible dream. I don't know, and I'm not sure. Plus, if some other time in the future I found my dreams; will I be able to fullfil them? Or I'm just going to keep them until the day I die.

I think I'm just going with the flow. Surely I have desire to get what I want (in material);  but I really don't know what I want in life. Love, Success, Happiness. Other than that? 

Two things that never stop going on my mind.

Dreams and Death

Both are exactly opposite to each other, and only God knows when will I meet them.

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The Best Dream: Billie Joe Armstrong

You know what's the best thing about dream? Yeah I mean dreaming when you're sleeping. It makes all your dream (goal) come true!

I had once. It was on April 27 morning. I had a fuckingly amazing dream about me, and Billie Joe Armstrong the voice of Green Day. How could I possibly dream of him? I still don't know. I think it was in my unconscious mind though, since I was a big fan of Billie Joe Armstrong and Green Day when I was 15, 2006.

Billie Joe Armstrong

Performing

Now? I still love Green Day for they have their unique style and songs, and Green Day is respected much from all celebrities. Well who doesn't? They started their career young, and keep carrying it on until now. It is fucking amazing.

How old were they do you think?

To Billie: Why are you so hot? And why are you already married?

*fainted*

Well, in that dream, Billie and I were walking in someplace which I don't know and he gave me a taste of his marijuana. Yeah I think I still remember the taste of it, I felt high and in cloud nine. Then, Billie took me to a place where he cut off a person's head, and we were like a living dead wandering around that weird place. On top of all, I enjoyed accompanying him and watching him walking in front of me. (It was Billie Joe Armstrong!!)

After that, Billie sang to me all of my favourite songs of Green Day, it was a dream come true I tell ya even though it's not real. He also brought his family to meet me; his wife Adrienne and his two sons, Joseph and Jakob. I was like a special guest to Billie since he wanted me to accompany him to wherever he goes. He showed me how he plays guitar, took me around that place, and made me meet his family. It was so sweet of him and I felt really excited and euphoric.

His family. You really made cute sons Billie!

Finally, my dream ended after I took some pictures with him, I even hugged him! Twas a really good dream I suppose.

I woke up smiling thinking that I got a chance to meet him in my dream for I know that it is quite impossible to meet Billie Joe Armstrong in person. This is a non-ordinary person but a famous and respected musician. As far as I know, he is one of the most talented person in songwriting. All of his songs are totally great, fascinating, and meaningful I tell you.

Oh Billie, if only I met you in real life even for just an hour, or a minute, I would be glad enough to live. (Sounds so like a fangirl) Its's true. I don't have many favourite singers but you are the first in my top list. If Green Day is coming to Malaysia to do live performances in the future, I might as well collect some money to  attend and watch them. This is some serious shit man.

That style.

You rock!

A songwriter who writes songs about peace.

Oh and I still love you Billie even you're getting older and older. Age doesn't matter, it only means that you're a grown up. Looks more matured and more like a loving dad.

He's 39 this year.

Handsome daddy rocks! 

I am glad that he has a twitter account. Theehe. I stole some of his twitpics because it was real and originally sent from him to his fans.

Look at that hand, he said that he loves this book; a gift from his fan.

His newly bought guitar.

Recently, checking his latest tweets, I found that Billie asked everyone to boycott Donald Trump as this man is a racist pig. Well, if Billie said so, I'll boycott! *This is a really mad fan.

I still remember that one time dream now, and I really hope that he will come and perform here in Malaysia... 

Sing one more time for me.

Fuck racism, I love you Billie Joe Armstrong!

Footnote: I'm really ridiculous. It was just a dream... but still, it was Billie Joe Armstrong that I dreamt of! How could I not be bragging crazily about this?

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Splitted into Two

Honestly, I can be very bitchy and very loving at the same time, but obviously towards different people and different person.

So, to people whom I love and care most, you know that you are very lucky to have me liking you more than others. It's because when I'm bitchy-ing, I can be very irritable and the worst person you would want to hear talking and rambling on the earth. HAHA!

I love to irritate the person I hate most and I don't care about anything. Unfortunately I also regret having this bad behaviour because people may hurt or 'butthurt' just because of few sharp words I'm saying. Even though there are some regrets, I cannot stop this thing! LOL

In spite of being evil and bitchy, when I love someone, I am the most caring and loving person. There was once a time when someone I love most passed away, I felt like it was me who should be at his place, because I need not to live more like him do.

Understand what I mean? It's like, if someone I love should die, it is me who need to be at his/her place.

So, there it goes, my personalities can be splitted into two very much different sides. 

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30 Days Challenge and Random

So, I think I might want to do the '30 Days Challenge' as many of my blogger friends have done that, as I find it quite interesting. On top of that, this task will get me regularly posting entries.

But, somehow I'm still in a mess with my unfinished business, well we call it ASS-ignment. Okay then, I'll keep writing in this blog more often so that I will not get bored the entire day doing studying works.

Random thing I spill, 

I have fallen in love with English accent again, arsehole. Give me moaaarr and moaaar English movies to watch and I swear I will not stop practicing the accent, not after Harry Potter long time ago.

Footnote: The official Malay blog is getting abandoned day by day. Don't blame me for its boringness. ;p

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NEW URL!

So I just changed my blog url from the old one to mcjustwrotethis.blogspot.com

This is due to some reasons that I can never solve, internet search engine.

http://mcjustwrotethis.blogspot.com/

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Quite true but cannot be fully-trusted.

I found this article when I was blogwalking. Wow! Quite true and I admit that my partner is quite attractive *coughcough*. Well, not that this article's not true but it's just cannot be fully-trusted. I found it here. :)

This is me!

June Babies

You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.

And this is about my love partner. Hee. :p

July Babies

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be l oved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days.




Well, the last part which says "repost this blablabla and blablabla..", never crossed in my mind to ever believe it. Hoho!

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ALL BLACK AND I'M GLAD

it's about time. I changed the colour of this blog again. yeah. keep it simple and keep it dark. and keep it hidden. my notes about my feelings and situations.

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COLOURFUL MODE

bhahaha!

I just exchange my previous background image with my official blog. thee.

kinda bored with the same dull colour.

so, let's get towards cheerful mode!

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footnote: looks like a pre-school child's artwork. full of colour. yeah, I loikke it!

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first post!

this is another blog of mine. I don't know why I create this blog but I think it's just because of my itchy hand lahh! hahahah=D

gatal tangan pegi tekan CREATE A BLOG!

maybe I will make this blog as private because I have my official blog with such followers.
Think I am gonna make this blog as my other initiative to practice writing in English and just make it for fun!

so, I jump into this conclusion;

THIS IS MY SECOND BLOG but for sure IT'S NOT OFFICIAL.

hey go to my other blog ;))

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