I don't know how to express my feelings right now. When I called you just a second before, I felt like crying. I couldn't hold my tears anymore but still, it never shed. I am very sensitive when it comes to the hardest part, missing you.
Even though there are just four days left before I go home, I still miss you like we never met for years. Listening to your sweet and gentle voice melts my heart and I don't think tonight will end without my tears pouring down. At least it heals a lot.
I am willing to do whatever it takes to see you again, and to be with you again. Sometimes I feel like a weak-petite child who has lost her mother for missing you that bad. Like it is such a huge matter to think like this. And now I don't know what the heck I am talking about.
I just can't wait to see you again, I love seeing you waiting for me in the car when you pick me up at the bus station, early in the morning when everyone is still asleep in their blankets. It feels bright and relaxing, and at the same time I feel safe. Because I know that there's someone taking responsibilities of taking care of me beside my family. You are the only one who does that.
Earlier this evening, I found this from one of my high school senior's Facebook's notes. I just take the vital part for me.
In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster
But in front of the person you like , you get happy.
In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring
But in front of the person you like, winter is just a beautiful winter.
But in front of the person you like , you get happy.
In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring
But in front of the person you like, winter is just a beautiful winter.
My heart skips a beat whenever I see you. Thank you for always being with me whenever I'm sad or happy and in such good and bad times. I know that I can count on you, love. Honestly, I miss you a lot. A lot like hell.
♥ THIS?
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