FUTURE

It's 2011 and I'm going to be 20 this year! There's a lot more to do for my future plans. First thing first is I need to get my own driving license, for a better living actually. It's kinda hard to live with only one person in your family who can drive the car. Before this my late father would drive us to wherever we wanted and needed to go but since father has already passed away, only my brother-in-law left, who knows to drive cars.

We are not richer nor poorer than other families but sometimes the money we have is just enough for our monthly necessities. There are seven members in my family, my mother, including my married sister with her son, and her husband (my brother-in-law) living at home. Still, my 'bachelor' brother, and my 16-year-old-youngest sister is not always home because they live in rent house and hostel, me too, here in Ipoh.

Before this, when I asked my father about driving license, he always said that it's not suitable for me to drive since he's still there for our family. My father was a little bit insecure of his children driving cars as he could not rely on us. Maybe my father thought that we were still small children for him who he needed to protect. That was one of the reasons I could not even drive car or motorcycle back then. Sadly, my father left us earlier without any one of us expecting that.

At first I thought it was my father's fault because he didn't let any one of us get driving license except for my first eldest sister, but then, I accept that it was because of his STRONG LOVE towards us. He loved us too much that he didn't want us to be exposed to roads and highways, not without him driving for us.

As for me, turning into 20 give me a lot of things to do. One of them is to get my driving license, because that is the only way I think  I can be useful to my family before I got a real job and salaries. 

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