this is why our mouth will be locked on the judgement day.

last night I had a dream about me and him.

it was about me sitting for my MUET listening test.

in that dream, he waited for me until I finished my last paper. in that dream he was so cool and kind, and patient. and he smiled at me when I stepped out of the exam hall.

my mama said that I should not hurt him as obviously he has done very much good deeds for me.

since my father's gone, he is the one who stays awake to pick me up from the bus station and he is the one who send me there too.

I am still amazed with that dream, I don't know when will I be better for him, and for my family.

I always think that I am the one who always puts people in trouble.

and I hurt him a lot too. loadsssssss of time I suppose.

my mouth goes faster than my brain.

and this amazingly lovely weird dream has thought me a lot.

I should be more patient and open-minded.

I am trapped between the intuition and my emotion.

and my intuition is always right when I do something according to my emotion.

I don't want to hurt him anymore.

:'(

♥ THIS?